The hope that femara would be a fresh start with different results is now gone. The femara did nothing but provide me 1 follicle (that I develop on my own, without meds) and another cyst (yay). I think the most frustrating fact for me is that I have stopped ovulating, which has never been an issue.
After a month of temping and opks......nothing.....absolutely nothing!!!!!
First ultrasound showed a "perfect follicle" 1-2 days away from releasing and a week later after my cyst ruptured that same "perfect follicle" was still there, holding on for dear life. And nothing still.
Its not a great sign when your OB tells you that you are way out of her league and its time to go back to the RE.
I also first went into this not EVER thinking that it would come down to this, to this decision. And now that I am here its all too clear to me that I am not ready to give up hope on out own biological child.